I don't enjoy being woken up by my Aunt bitching about my brother. Yeah, he's a prick. I know this... But damn it. #1 Rule, do not awake me from my hibernation, especially not in that last hour before I HAVE to wake up. That is the most precious!!! DX

Aside from that, since I'm up early I'll leave a tid bit about the kinda interesting dream I had. I was at some little tiny thing of a con and outside Miyavi was playing his acoustic. He wasn't part of the con, he was just there trying to get people to listen to him. Because in my dream he was still really young... like 18 and still going by Miyabi. And he was playing in that old style like when he first came out solo. People just kept walking past him but I stopped because I recognized him and after he finished his song he stopped and smiled at me and I smiled back and was all, "Hey Miyabi! =DD" And he was surprised I knew who he was and he was all hyper and spazzy. Then I asked for him to play Selfish Love and he played this cool chunky rock version that doesn't exist (and now I'm really wishing it did because it was gooooood! ;o;). And people just kept walking by ignoring him. But when the song finshed again he was just the happiest thing in the world and I gave him this big hug and he kissed me on my cheek. I remember reacting to it like you react to a dog licking your face. Haha. XDD

Then my Aunt called, and the happy Miyavi fun times were lost forever. D:

Just woke up a little while ago. It's fucking nice to sleep in and have no outside noises waking me up on a sunday. *satisfied sigh*
But this house is becoming a mess, and I am not looking forward to cleaning it up this week. DX This is why everyone really needs a Rosie robot. Srsy.

I caught up on a couple Shunsuke blogs last night in xtra_baka and I'll be going at some Zodia blogs here in a minute. I'm falling so behind on them, but Tera is a post whore. ;O; And uses so much GD moonspeak slang I spend two hours just doing research on words that he made up in the first place. =x= *kicks him* At least Tomo helps me with it now, but half the time even he's having a WTF-fiesta with my questions. The joys of Kanto-ben. But I was reading up on Ibaraki-ben and it's no fucking wonder I have such a hard time when I read their blogs. They truely speak backwards half of the time... Add Yukke's lack of grammar and funfunfun!!! XDDD

Anyone going to Otakon? I wanna see The Underneath (Or as I like to call em, "Undies" xD) again. ;O; But there's no way in hell I can afford doing that con plus Oni and Neko. If you go let me know if you write a review. I need my Undies fix. xDDDD

MOTHER FUCKING RFJNFNJ FV NFDNJ KFV NK VKNFK FK KV DFK SKDSN R1!!!1

I cannot keep up with shit this summer.
July there was no monies because of the debt I made on "tour". So there's catching up with July releases: Rentrer, Maximum, and as.milk...
August has: Mucc, Meevs, A9, Acid Black Cherry, and D'espa DVD.
September has Diru's newest.

There's also a GazettE DVD I will never be able to afford in a million years (WTF ever happened to 40$ DVDs?) and a plethora of UNDER CODE releases, that I need to find a way to get my hands on because CDjapan doesn't carry half of them, and I haven't heard many nice things about Brand X. =x=

Did I mention I also have to fly to NYC for a weekend in August too? Yeah. *stabs self in eye with a sharp object* SRSLY GAIZ! GAIZ SRSLY.

I hate summer.

Tomo is teaching me Japanese.. when he remembers. Only, he doesn't remember how much I already know. So he tells me starter phrases and I feel too bad to tell him I already know it.
Today's phrase...
Tomo: "Ja ne~, It means bye."
Me: *silence while I hold in from squeeing from the cute* *cough* "Oh right, ja~ =D"
Tomo: "Wait... You knew dis?"
Me: *holds in more squeeing from engrish "dis"* "...Nope. =D Ja mata ne~" *hangs up*

Probably left that kid really confused. XD We were really saying goodbye already, so I didn't actually hang up on him. But now he gets mad if I answer the phone without saying "moshi moshi"... LOL. Which is also cute, so I almost never do it. XDD

Sorry... hadn't blogged in a while. And that was the convo I just finished. I've been busy because the parents were going out of town. Now they are FINALLY FUCKING GONE FOR ALMOST TWO WEEKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *dances*
It's just kinda weird because the house is so quiet. But I end up not liking to have anything too loud because then I'm scared if there are noises I won't hear them, yet, if I -do- hear noises, I get all paranoid. DX I'm not used to being by myself at all. I don't like it.

Mine is okay so far. I don't think I'm doing anything special. Does anyone else have plans???

My Dad made sure to put me in a bad mood and my neighbors are playing shitty salsa music and their CD keeps skipping, which makes it even more annoying as the music drifts through my back door that I leave cracked open to filter out the cigarette smoke.

I just woke up 20 minutes ago. I haven't slept that late in a while. Funny how 20 minutes can turn such a wonderful day to crap. It will probably take a turn for the better in another 20 minutes when I start calling everyone to see who's partying. Even though, I can't drink much. I have to work tomorrow. Bah.

Good thing is my parents leave for vacation in a couple of days. They'll be gone for 13 whole days. Fuck yes.

I stole it from kenzicock. ;D

( more than you ever wanted to know... bwahahaha~~ )

His voice makes me cry. ;O;
And I don't care if he smells like a mix of bourbon, mothballs, and ben-gay... I'd still hit it. XD

I can't stop listening to this song today. *paws at computer screen*

It's been a while since I made any icons. And I was on a bit of a singerXdrummer kick tonight. XD; And there was a Satochi photoshoot I'd been wanting to colorize. So yeah...

13 Icons
9 x Mucc (7 x Satochi, 2 x Tatsuro)
4 x girugamesh (2 x Ryo, 2 x Satoshi)

Teasers:


( Sometimes you love so much, it hurts )

( Uruha under the cut )

Not to sound mean or anything... but am I the only one who thinks Uru's starting too look a bit.. rough? I understand they probably caught him at an awkward moment, and he certainly looks tired, but still. Asian people my age do not usually look this much older than me. He's only just turned 27!

Maybe Uruha has been going a bit too strong on the alcohol all these years?
Sorry to make such a "shallow" post, but I really am kinda concerned by seeing him look like he's aging that badly.

I've been meaning to make a huge post for the vacation I just took but damned if I really just haven't had the time to get into it. I haven't even been able to properly catch up with all my translations yet. The work just piled up here while I was away. But I'll give a short update.

Met up with kisakiuta and we were road dogs for the whole 10 days.

Ayabie fucking rocked, more than I expected. And met kenzicock in line which was more awesome because we partied it up at both shows, lines, and at AnimeNext. rdv_chan and t0tto also made life full of win in B-more and the Con.
Also met shiroi_nami at AnimeNext which was awesome, she's a sweety. And Rentrer was good, but I was expecting their live show to be a bit more thrashy. *_______* But Shun's gold pants. Dear Gods.

I have pictures of everyone from Next. I'll get them up eventually.
Also, to those who remembered me and my "taxi" that I chased the whole weekend...
There may be some dating going on now. ^^;
His name is Tomoya. XD

From wawachan ~<3

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LOLOL I love that his English has gotten so damn good!

Sorry again to everyone. I've just been working really hard on everything. But I need to stop neglecting this place. I don't want everyone thinking I forgot about them.

I originally posted this in my myspace but I wanted to repost this here because, well... it's an update! LOL. I was pretty upset when I wrote this though... but please, don't worry. I'm fine.

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Last night we sat out on the causeway just talking and looking out across the bay. Giving up looking at the heavens to watch the "man made stars" covering the city. It was a reminder about how all my dreams are just out of reach, just like those "stars" across the water. I am learning to swim. It brought my attention to what was in front of me for now... all that water. We talked about it stealing our innocence. And I imagined a thousand tiny parts of myself floating across it like cherry blossoms, cast off their trees into the wind and landing one by one in a sea that gave them equal chances of dancing across it's surface or getting pulled below to drown and die. Pink and white souls sinking into the abyss to be forgotten by all that had looked upon them so lovingly as they passed them by in the spring. But it's summer now. And by next summer this bloom is going to find out if she can sink or swim to cast roots in new soil. I'm withering the longer I stay still. A part of life that most just want me to accept. But I won't. "Don't shrivel up"

♪♪♪♪♪♪
Let's fly high in this sky
I see you reflected in the flower
It's name is Shion
This wish buried deep in my heart
This voice
♪♪♪♪♪

After seeing another trans who wanted a second opinion... I translated the song tonight.
Figured I'd post it here just to save it.




Robust conviction - Girugamesh
( lyrics translation under the cut )

I'm still just busy as hell. It will calm down soon!!!
I haven't forgotten about you. I will catch up with everyone's journal's soon. Hopefully only another week of this craziness and then I'll be done.
;O;
I miss you all!!! <3

Must...break...Shunsuke's....fingers... x_X

He's trying to kill me with his blog whoring. Though, I think Yukke is still worse. e_e;

I've been really busy lately. Started writing a graphic novel with some friends. I've also started translating a few more blogs from ex. bis members to keep up with them. seika_blog is up to date, and Shunsuke's (xtra_baka) is set up and I'll be working on that real soon. I have a friend that will probably start on Tsukasa's blog soon as well. If Maru has been keeping a blog, it's been tight lipped because I haven't heard anything about it. But, we'll see if the guys shed some light on that at all. And ucpblog_zodia is still going strong, of course.

Next month will probably be even busier because I'll be setting up my business and website with a partner. Info on that is a secret until the launch. Gotta keep the good ideas to under wraps until they are set in stone. XD But I'm fucking excited.

Damn it, I wanna listen to DJ Ozma. I only have one song though, need more!!!! <3

Satochi makes me laugh my ass off every time I see this clip.

Well, I'm not sure what's going on with this dude. I mean, I guess I was just jumping to conclusions and he really just wants a hang out buddy. Not that I'm complaining. I've just really never hung out with a guy one on one for 3 days in a row and not had him hit on me in some way. Most action I got was some dirty dancin' at the club. But we're both latin so that doesn't really mean shit. LOL.

He did go through a really bad break up not too long ago. And my first assumption was that I was gonna be the rebound lay or something. But so far... nothing. *shrugs* I have fun hanging out with him, so it doesn't really matter. This month needs to hurry up and be over so I can have money again. I HATE BEING BROKE.

That twerp that was spamming and bootlegging got schooled. I thank goodness that MUCC attracts mostly intelligent fans and know when to tell a fantard where to go. ;D

Also, the new single for Rentrer en Soi is sooooo~ goooooooood! Satsuki's voice keeps getting better and better. And people were right, their new PV is a lot more "visual" to me than the last few were. Which makes me happy to boot.♥

I wish I was in Japan this weekend, damn it. Yeah, I'm somewhat of a hide/X fan and would love to see the museum reopened... but mostly, I wanna see all the bands playing his memorial summit. ;o; That's one fucking awesome show going on. *emos because she can't go back to Japan until next year* WHY MUST TRAVELING BE SO EXPENSIVE!! e-e

Oh, I forgot. I also got the first date I've had in a year tonight~. ♫
We've had mutual friends.. okay.. he was good friends with my Ex. ^^; Probably gonna get myself into trouble. But he's an awesome guy and it's just drinks for now. I'm not gonna worry about what might or might not come of it yet. All I care about is um... free drinks and he's a MODEL... so yeah, eye candy. *w*